Seventh grader Miriam Fisher’s vivid imagination and gift for the spoken and written word aren’t talents appreciated among her peers. A social outcast at school, at home the bond she once shared with her older sister has dissolved with Deborah’s initiation into high school and the cult of the beautiful. High school senior Artie Johnson has moved in with Miriam’s family to complete the school year after his parents move. Miriam’s personality shines around Artie, the one person she feels truly understands her. And he truly likes her as a friend. But if Miriam ever harbored the idea there could be something more between them, it’s dashed with an unintentionally cruel statement from Artie about her looks, and ground to bits when he and Deborah start dating. Her hurt bleeds over into school, where endless teasing by Jenny Clarke, a leader of the pack of popular girls, turns crueler by the day. In a raw and haunting scene expressing her hurt and self-hatred, Miriam effects a physical transformation. At first, she only gets more negative attention, but the change marks the beginning of her transcendence. By the story’s end, Miriam is a young woman unwilling to be afraid any longer, one who is at peace with herself, and ready to meet the world. The realistic depiction of two sisters struggling with their changing relationship, and parents unable to see the depth of their child’s pain, are just two of the many fine dimensions of Marcella Pixley’s heartbreaking and ultimately hopeful first novel. (Ages 11–14)

For Miriam Fisher, a budding poet who reads the Oxford English Dictionary for fun, seventh grade is a year etched in her memory "clear as pain." That's the year her older sister, Deborah, once her best buddy and fellow "alien," bloomed like a beautiful flower and joined the high school in-crowd. That's the year high school senior Artie Rosenberg, the "hottest guy in the drama club" and, Miriam thinks, her soul mate, comes to live with Miriam's family. And that's the year the popular "watermelon girls" turn up the heat in their cruel harassment of Miriam—ripping her life wide open in shocking, unexpected ways. Teased and taunted in school, Miriam is pushed toward breaking, until, in a gripping climax, she finds the inner strength to prove she's a force to be reckoned with.

This riveting first novel introduces readers to an unforgettable heroine, an outsider who dares to confront the rigid conformity of junior high, and in the process manages not only to save herself but to inspire and transform others.