Isabel Moreno suddenly feels much older than her 13 years when she finds herself responsible for taking care of her siblings and her father following her mother’s suicide. Her brother Frank is handling the loss by with drawing from everyone around him and cutting himself, and her sister Olivia wets the bed. Her father rarely talks anymore and sleeps on the floor rather than in his bed, where the absence of his wife is too painful. Isabel and her family live on the island of Guam and Kimberly Willis Holt writes beautifully detailed descriptions of the landscape and of the cultural nuances of the Chamorro people, all part of the backdrop for the changes happening in Isabel’s life. Isabel is keenly aware of her loss as she faces typical adolescent pressures, from trying out for a sports team to navigating social cliques, dealing with the affections of boys to making sense of her changing body, without her mother. Ultimately, she must learn that living well is as much a tribute to her mother as is trying to understand the woman’s death. Despite its serious themes, this is an altogether hopeful story of one girl’s commitment to balancing the need to take care of others with her need to take care of herself. (Ages 13–16)

A powerful new novel from the award-winning author of When Zachary Beaver Came to Town.

Isabel's mother died peacefully. At least that's what Isabel likes to think since no one will talk about the truth. But the truth has a way of revealing itself at night. Ta`Ta sleeps curled up on the floor right where Mama's body was found. Olivia wets her bed and wakes repeatedly from nightmares, and Frank starts carving his anger into his bedroom wall. It's up to Isabel to help her family get beyond the pain and loss--to be the keeper of the night. But who will be there for Isabel and help her through to the other side?

Set on the lush island of Guam, Kimberly Willis Holt has written a painfully beautiful story about a young woman's struggle to protect her family after suicide hits home.