Isabella, 11, alternates weeks living with each of her divorced parents. Although they’ve assured her the ongoing tension in their relationship is about them, not her, Isabella is always aware that they don’t get along. It doesn’t make the weekly exchanges easy, nor does the fact that her working class, white mom and middle class, Black dad lead very different lives. Isabella loves them both, and she loves —and is loved by—their new partners, Anastasia and John Mark, while Anastasia’s son is like a big brother. Still, she feels like there is her mom’s place, and her dad’s place, but no place that’s really hers. Isabella’s preparations for an upcoming piano recital, and the announcements that both her mom and her dad are getting married, are exciting but also points of tension. A racist incident at school has Isabella thinking more about her racial identity, adding an additional challenge to her complicated life. A harrowing and credible trauma ties several of these plot strands together, as well as bringing the conflicting elements of Isabella’s blended family into a tighter, more supportive network in this appealing, moving work. (Ages 9–12)

A biracial girl of divorced parents must navigate two different homes—and the dangers outside them—in this “timely but genuine” novel (Publishers Weekly).

For eleven-year-old Isabella, splitting her time between her parents’ homes feels like living two different lives. One week she’s Izzy, living in a modest house with her mom. The next week she’s Isabella, living with her dad in a fancy house where they are one of the only black families in the neighborhood. But Isabella is starting to realize that she’s not just switching between houses, nicknames, and backpacks. She’s also switching between identities.

When her parents both get engaged at the same time, Isabella doesn’t just feel divided, she feels ripped in two. What does it mean to be half white or half black? To belong to half mom and half dad? And if you’re only seen as half of this and half of that, how can you ever feel whole?

It seems like nothing can bring Isabella’s family together again—until the worst thing happens. Isabella and Darren are stopped by the police. A cell phone is mistaken for a gun. And shots are fired.